In the process

[newmama]

Gatsby, hi! I think now I was crying due to a trigger to something in my subconscious that caused me to remember the pain of being rejected and scared and alone. (the pain that exH was inflicting)

Glad to hear you watch MM too! Yeah, I watched the show with the 2 millionairesses. I could not BELIEVE that one brought her best friend-gay make up artist ON THE DATE!


FM and BJ- Yep, we will be good moms for not bashing exH in front of our kids and being polite to him when we exchange the kids. But do not ever think for a second that our kids will be unscathed because that is just not a reality. However, as long as we can do our part to be really good, stable moms who don't introduce them to all of our dates and boyfriends, we can give them the same mom they would get even if we were still married....right?


Well last night I had a fun time and sang Love Shack with another single mama from the group. I had some prospets but no one major...I blame my outfit! Just kidding. It wasn't the best but the new clothes I got look too "business" like for going out. We did go to a dance club to dance afterward. One of the men came along but he was the one who looked like my music teacher so I couldn't be attracted to him--but he was a good dancer!

I think I have gained some weight as well but am avoiding the scale until next week. It could be 5-7 pounds but I will just say to myself "I will continue to lose weight" (that is what I have been doing this whole time--saying that and it works!) and do my modified eating thing I do.

Of course, working out makes it even easier to lose weight. What is my procrastination problem? My gut (har har) tells me it has something to do with the time. "I will find the time to work out" "I will continue to lose weight"


oK I am nodding off but had more stuff to share. It is 8--even though I got6 hours of sleep last night, guess it wasn't enough!