I am sorry that you're down this evening. What nice thing can you do for yourself to make yourself feel better right now? Light a bunch of candles in your house? Find a cozy movie to curl up and watch? Make yourself a special cup of tea? Put on some nice music?
Things are not always as they appear to be. I bet that H won't be able to help but think of you and your wonderful trip to NYC together the entire weekend that he is there.