Still Moving Forward

[BeingMe]

Hi Angel, thanks for posting your insights. Yes, I started from the unconditional love concept, and it worked for a long time. Still does, to a certain extent. I did miss the lovemaking aspect, but on the other hand, it wasn't very romantic when we did do it. So, I slowly began to accept this part of our M. I was surprised when he initiated it this last time.

So, here we are ... at an impasse. I have withdrawn my S idea, if only in my mind, and am leaving it all up to him. I have no idea what is going to happen when he comes back from his trip.

You know, I was silly to think he might fight for our M or for me ... that was sort of my idea behind requesting the S in the first place. Never test. You never know what you might get. Ugh! I am also sorry I told the kids ... but they are old enough now to understand if it turns around. At least, I hope so.