Thanks so much for the support! We traveled to family for the weekend (4days) and it was good. He seemed distant but not negative and even talked about the future...getting furnture from my mom's to fix up an office in the house for him. I was very hopeful until we were driving home. Said he felt sick and just doesn't know if we can get back to where we were. He even mentioned again if we would be happier if we were seperated. I have been doing the 180 and tring my best not to breakdown. His family is coming this weekend to visit for his graduation and we are planning a get together with friends on saturday. I suggested we watch a movie tonight and he agreed and is now acting calm and ok. It is just so hard dealing with his moods. I know he is so lost and I feel so bad for him also. I feel his depression is not being treated properly and he is having anxiety attacks and just can't think clearly. Thanks for listening.
