V1olin's new life without wife #2

[v1olin]

It has been a busy week with Thanksgiving and my D8's birthday(now D9!) but I made it through just fine. I got the holiday plans squared away with XW with just one or two text messages.

I took D9 out on the town last night for her birthday to see A Christmas Carol at the theatre. It was the opening night for this play and she had a great time. After the the play ended we had hor d'oeuvres and champaigne, well, she had sparkling grape juice. She said it was her best birthday ever!

When I took her back home my little D3 wanted me to come inside so that I could see her. I have to say, I was looking super good and smelling even better when my XW saw me for the first time in 3 weeks. I talked to my D3 for about 5 minutes and kissed her goodbye then left the house.

I still feel sad sometimes. I feel at ease most of the time and thoughts about my XW do not change my mood. Today I am just feeling empty though. No energy to date, no energy to work, like there is something looming over me but I don't know what it is. Does anyone else ever feel that?