Hey D4ML, I look forward to your post! Hope everything is going well!!
I just LOOOOVE this phone!! It is amazing--really--I just am having the best time with it!
Thanksgiving was great--one of the best I've ever had. Made a great dinner w/H's help, rode my horse for a few hours and trained the little filly of a friend of mine, fell asleep at 9:30 after having WAAAAY too much to eat, and H cleaned everything up!! This has NEVER happened!
I need to remember to thank H still. There slowly are more positives. Not that it's going to stop anything, and I'm not getting any hopes up at all. So while not for DBing purposes, but just to let him know I notice and appreciate that he did it. Detaching makes me sort of "forget about him" in some ways...
Yesterday my friend came and got me for a ride--soooo beautiful, met some awesome people, met a D'd gal that gave me some good tips for Tues (mediation day--ugh). And saw a BEAR! I tried to get my phone out to video it, but wasn't able to control horse, take out phone, and get it together before bear was gone. But it was sooo cool!
I so wish I could know what is going to happen Tues--it's a waste of brain cells to try to guess, so I am just doing what they emphasized in church again this a.m. Focusing on the positives will increase the positives. A lovely couple who have prayed with me all this time came and spoke the most comforting words over me--that I would not be alone, that Jesus would speak for me, and that I would have peace on that day.
What a wonderful gift they gave me--peace that all will be well!!
