Starting on a different path

[Mystik]

Been doing a lot of praying. Praying that H comes home, praying that God guides me to know what I need to do and gives me the strength to do it. I can't help but feel that if I could just tell H I love him he'd come back, though I know that is about as likely as me winning the Miss America crown. Not a chance in he!l it will ever happen. The urge is still very strong so I suppres it, push it away.

Right now, at this point in time, I feel that I will always love my H and will never be with anyone but him. I made vows that I will honor for always. Though he broke his, I will not break mine.