EeI am doing the changes for me only. I have so much to b thankful for. I took daughter and did nails and eyebrows, I got my new do and then took son to dinner for some one on one time. He's ten. Had a great day, I feel good and kids had fun. H sent son a text askin if he wanted to go watch high school wrestling and devin said no me and mom have plans. He never wrote him back. I really don't know where all his selfisness is coming from. I have decided to take charge of my life, find out who I am and see what happens. I have a great career and lots of suppotrt. If he does not want to share my life any longer it is his loss. He is envied of his life and has all the things important or what I think r important. I hope he figures it out. He's a wonderful man and have faith (most days). I am gonna go to barnes and noble tomorrow, read my nook, and drink starbucks. I'm excited. Spread my wings and fly.
