Chrysalid- I don't have advice for you ,but just wanted to let you know that I am in the exact same place as you are this weekend. 2 weeks of "dropping the rope" down the drain by my actions this weekend. I know how low you feel, and Iknow how frustrating it is to try to have rational discussions, with someone that you used to have rational discussions with, who is now completely irrational. I totally feel your pain. I guess all i can do is hope for the best and try to believe the people who say it will get better.
