I just got off the phone with an old friend. He is a good guy, known him forever. He broke up with his long time girlfriend over a year ago and has been a mess ever since. Back before H & I hooked up, I suspected this guy had a crush on me, but he was too messed up to make it on my list of possibilities, even then.

Anyway, this guy is going on and on about wanting to tell this amazing woman how he feels about her... How just listening to me talking with D is so great and just cheered him right up… How she is soooo great…

He is coming to town for Christmas and invited me to come to his family’s get together. (I declined, btw)

Did I mention he said may want to move back to town and stay at the house I am renting? Oh yeah, he is technically my landlord, so no way to tell him no if he decides to do that. His dad actually handles the mortgage and rent, but the house is in this guy’s name.

Did I mention that he is possibly the biggest alcoholic in the history of the planet? He is a 1 – 2 bottle a day whiskey drinker. Well on his way to drinking himself to death.

If he moves here I would have to move out. It could effect custody and I don’t want a sloppy drunk with a crush on me hangin’ round my girl. And yes, given how long I have known him, I am 90% certain he is still interested in me.

I did my best to let him know I was not interested in ANYONE right now and suggested that if he wanted to get his life back together he should try an IC and give up drinking.

I am NOT interested in this guy and I do not need a new “project” R!

I do not want to move!

SH**! SH**! SH**! SH**! SH**! SH**!

Ya’ll I ain’t got time or patience for this!
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