Fullmoon, good to hear ya!
I think being back in communication is what did it,plus the regrets over the past, fear of future. We all just want to be loved, don't we?
I am working on

- my anger
- my fear
- my communication
- myself-pity
- generating my own happiness
- thinking before taking action. ie.not reacting.

got a long way to go.....

Me 36; H 40
baby born in May
M:13, T:15
Bomb (OW): Dec 09
began DBing: Feb
WH overseas with OW
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