Mila,

You are doing great. I totally understand the frustration that you

are going through. What I have noticed, is if you get a break from

Monster/Alien, you forget how to react at the moment the craziness

rears it's head. I have done this several times. I will probably

do this again and again until I get it right. I still think you

are doing it right anyway because the deck is so stacked in a way

that is tough to navigate and will be for probably a long while

yet. I see my W about once a week and it is so easy to forget

the DB'ing for me. I don't have people on offense around me for

most of the week and then W comes and I have to switch gears

again. I agree he feels guilty. Then they have to lash out.

That is how you know things are not as good as they seem for

the happy MLC'r.

WS