Hope it's not too late

[Truegritter]

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I know you have read here that you should not talk about your changes.

Why?

Because you can't talk your way out of something you acted your way into.

She will not believe you.

She may believe them when/if she sees for herself so any energy you devote to convincing her is pointless.

She will sniff you out like a drug dog at the Miami airport.

wanted to be able to let her know what all I have experienced through this.

I can see why you wanted this...

And so can she.

It is hard to not want things to change quickly but really this does take a while.

Keep focus on yourself. Stop watching if W sees what you're doing or expecting some magic results.