I am new to the forum but have found great strength in reading others story. I am so scared...sad- that it doesnt seem like it will ever go away. I know this is new but i dont want to be a single mother. Any suggestions for 180. He is moving out next week. In the last couple of weeks i have gone out with friends because my home feels so tense. It has been good for me. Whenever I go out he tends to be really agitated and pick a fight. He then texts me several times to make sure I am ok. Normally, i would not go out especially if he was not happy about me going out. It doesnt feel right to do things that upset him right now but my experience with hiim tells me that when I am begging/crying he just seems to drift him further away. Any support and/or suggestions would be great. Do you think there is hope???