It's not over till it's over right?

[DoneAfter10]

Lost--'m so sorry! I personally believe it's okay to have those "whiney" days if that's what you want to call it. As long as we don't let everyday be like that, then it's okay. We need to be able to process through all the hurt we feel as part of the healing process. I too feel the way you do about the baby. We went through 3 years of infertility and then invitro fertilization for our baby. Obviously leaving/divorcing was the last thing either of us imagined. That's why I stay convinced that my WAH will hopefully one day come to his senses b/c this is so out of character for him. In the meantime, though, I gotta take care of me and my precious baby--try to give her the live she does deserve even though her daddy chose to walk out on us. It makes me angry, too, though. And everytime I look at my baby I understand my husband less and less b/c I can not imagine ever walking away from my child. How do you do that? How do you walk out on such an innocent person---someone who is so precious and deserves the world???? So senseless.