Hi Piano, just popped in to see if there is a familiar name and found your thread. I hope you are feeling better today.
P, I can totally relate to your feelings... I had a nervous breakdown MONTHS after I've been GALing so well! An important interview with the board triggered it and I started to have dreams about STBXH day after day, the two of us living in a suburban house somewhere and just having normal conversations.
Is it possible to switch your focus to today P? When we feel sad/angry about our stitch, I think what happens is we are focusing on our past and could-have-been future. But was it really that good and perfect, the life with H? All this emotions, could it be because he decided to pull the plug, the human nature of wanting what we can't have?
