Dash it all! Can nothing in my life be settled? Friends came to visit this last week, so H had to sleep in my bed. Well, we ML for the first time in almost 2 years ... twice in that week. I thought I was over it all, but it seems TulsaTime was right ... I do still love him, but I had so suppressed it, that I couldn't feel anything. And now that we have ML, it all comes out. I can't take this anymore.
I asked him if he still wanted to separate, and he said that it's probably a good idea to do so, that we had been through so much crap. I kinda agree with him. But then there cannot be any lovemaking. Now he's away for three weeks overseas. I don't want to think about this anymore.
The confusion continues. Thanks, those who read this, I needed the stress dump.
Me:57 H:52 M:28 Got another lawyer last year and filed. D35,S/D twins28,D22 EA4/04 End? Who knows? "Life is like a mirror. Smile at it and it smiles back at you." — Peace Pilgrim
