She is 36 and I am 39. We don't have any children and that is part of the problem. About the time that I finally decided I would like to start a family, she wanted to leave stating I had waited to long. No, she has not yet served me with papers. I do have to admit that working on myself has made me feel better. I have stayed committed to my counseling (I go weekly) and my time in the gym (I go ever other day religiously). I am trying to spend more quality time with my family and friends. I am working very hard to lose the negative attitude I carried for many years. I have continued to keep my distance. I have not tried to contact her in a month. Out of the blue, she texted me to say "Happy Thanksgiving" yesterday. I waited two hours to reply just so I wouldn't look eager. Then, I made sure that my reply was short and didn't include "I love you" or "I miss you." I just wished her well and signed off. Thanks for the advice. Take care!
Fellonblackdays
Me: 39 W: 36 T: 15 yrs M: 9 yrs S: 09/10
So you can get on with your search, baby And I can get on with mine And maybe someday we will find, That it wasn't really wasted time...
