Wow! My posts duplicated way too many times. Oops. I have read the book. Such good info. I am going tomorrow to get a new classy hardo. Never done short bfore cuz h likes long hair so gonna go short. I am bringing out the classy career woman. My son started crying and says he wants me to leave it the way it is. He is ten. I need to do it for sure now otherwise he will think he is the boss. Think he is worried h won't come back if I change myself. I need to do this for me tho. I am just now trying to let him initiate contact and no more begging. Such a degrading feeling. I wuld do anything to have him want to be happy again. If its meant to be right? I feel like I am a patient person. Its nice to be able to type how I feel. How are u? I'm carrying on and since ur here I assume ur lifes a bit off kilter too? Thanks for listening: )
