have i really been gone for a month? guess i've been doing ok! holidays are always harder, of course. still no peep from the ex. URGHHHH. not that it would do anything but make me cry, but i expected to hear something from him by now. i miss him. and hate him. and know i am better off with out him but still miss him. ugh. started online dating at the suggestion of my therapist. actually met someone i like. we'll see what happens. the fact that i'm recently divorced somehow hasnt come up and trying to figure out how to slip it into convo as i think it's important for him to know. not that being a freshly minted divorcee defines a person, but it certainly affects your views on relationships and what you're looking for. hope you are all well. i'll check in on your threads soon.
