Thank you for responding. Today was our first holiday apart. I spent the day with family at my grandmas and he rents he the house across the street from her. He talked to my cousin and said he was working. he called my cuz when he got home and he walked the kids over to see him and my daughter made him a plate of food. so crazy all of this. i try to be as upbeat andpositive at all times.
kids r so smart tho. like on the way to grammas me and the kids are singing to the radio and out of nowhere my daughter tells me (shes 7) to not think about dad. i said what? and she said i thought about him too for a minute. you was thinkin about daddy right? I just am honest as i can be at all times and said yes. I asked how she knew and she said you was doin this and made a funny look on her face. so sometimes i slip. the kids ask to pray at night before bed and they take turns praying that dad will be happy again and come home. breaks my heart.
I love read and am gonna start going to barnes and noble, drink starbucks and read my nook. I got my nose pierced cuz i have always wanted to but he never liked it. i love my job and playin with the kids. we have been going skating and just trying to keep them busy and me doing fun family things. sometimes we will go to movies.
just taking one day at a time,sure wish i didnt think about him all the time. how are you all doing? I know everyone here is hurting and whoever is reading this I am praying for you. Life should be happy and it will be again. everything happens for a reason. i do beleive that. if stuff like this didnt happen then we would take for granted all of the good in life. I am thankful for what I do have. Its still an awful lot moer than some have.
Ok the above is one of your posts from the DR forum
I added some carriage returns to the quote.
If you could hit the carraige return it will make it a little easier to read.
Your D7 is quite observant and it is not unusual for kids to see right thru everthing to see the truth.
Keep posting and asking questions. The #1 person you must take care of right now is YOU! Then your D7!
