I guess every situation needs a hero. Chuck used to like playing the part for us then maggot decided she needed him to be her "knight in shining armor" while I was very much in control of everything in our lives and didn't "need" him so much.
Who knows what goes on with them but suffice to say that when I needed him to be there for Ryan - he came through and that has given me a bit of trust in him again. Maybe we can be a bit more civil after this. If he had brought her around - WHAM! I would have shut down so fast and done everything to block him. But I think he finally knows that.
Today may bring further changes. I'm hoping they will give Ryan one more day in ICU but when that bed is needed you can be sure he will be moved to the floor and will have no monitors. Scary!
I'm hoping to head north to the new house today after spending time at the hospital. I have lined up family and friends to visit with him all w/e. I would like to stay till Sunday then head to hospital - giving me one day off from the place - but we'll see how today goes and what my gut tells me to do.
