Thank you for responding. I have been doing things like taking my daughter to do our nails and taking both kids to do fun things when I have them. I also love to read so I am going to start going to Barnes and Noble, drink starbucks, and read my nook! I have never been on a road trip without H before so I have taken a week off of work after Christmas and I am taking the kids to Colorado to visit my mom in law. She is my best friend and my H has no time for her anymore either. He is an only child so her heart is broken for sure. I have never been just me, it has always been me and him so I am learning to do things I enjoy as my life has always revolved around H and then H and kids. It is comforting to write how I feel in here but also wonderful to have responses from people who feel the same way or are going through similar situations. For whomever reads this thank you. I also am thinking of you and hope that your life turns out the way you want. Thanks, Jewells
