Thank you Zen smile Posted on your thread smile

Going to treat myself to something today I think smile

Just remembering something that maybe will remind me that H is not in his right mind..

When I first found out about his dating/OW, he completely lost it, and started accusing me of all sorts of things that just were NOT true and such a contorted version of the truth...

Another thing my BGF mentioned (her H works for H), she said that her H is beginning to wonder if my H isn't bipolar or something...oh dear...I supposed MLC COULD like like bipolar disorder hey? All the manic highs and then manic lows?

Hoping today goes a bit better than yesterday...everyone should read that lighthouse post...thank u Zen! Its a wonderful way of looking at things smile

Going to be another nice warm summery day here today! Gotta do a little excercise, get the endorphins flowing smile 30min on the treadmill really does make a wee bit of a difference smile

Parents are planning to fly down for xmas whoohoo!! So I can have a little home comfort for a while, sooo looking forward to that...although just a tad worried, becasue at some point H will see my parents, and I'm not sure how THATS going to go down frown My dad is a little upset to say the least, and my mom has broken out in grovers rash due to teh stress apparently frown They still love him, but I suppose you can be angry and love someone at the same time.....

Wish me luck for that!!!

Ok, todays tasks...buy me something special, spend quality time with my wonderful S, and to STOP any thoughts of H and OW camping....grrrrr...STOPPIT!!


M 31, H 34