How am I supposed to be when H gets back. I'm pretty sure he knows I know he's just spent the past few days with the OW.

Are you suppose to be non-perplexed? or slightly 'darker' than usual? Or what.

I don't even know how I feel anymore.A sort of a numb pain frown

I know I can be happy again without him, but not until I have finished grieving him and our bond.

M 31, H 34