Had a bit of a sad patch last night...just the first time that I have been aware that H is busy spending time with someone else, and it did hurt a bit...made me mourn and grieve just a bit more, and feel like its brought me down a bit.
Had a little cry last night, but recovered ... Todays probably going to be a blue day too as this sinks in more and more.
Feel like I really am grieving now...
S4 this morning said to me 'Mommy, you are the most beautiful girl I've ever seen, and I will never let anyone attack you'
I nearly cried He obviously feels protective or something...
Wish I had my parents nearby, nothing like home to make you feel some comfort.
He obviously feels protective or something...