Hey E, hopr you are having a good time with all those kid-os arround!
I think you are being really strong to go dark. I have D3, so can't pull a dark very well. I have been cutting way back on the contact though. Feels like we have gone backwards, but there are odd little things that pop up.
My pull back right now is just for my own sanity. Have to work through a lot of stuff right now and I just don't have energy for him.
Stay strong. Wether this helps your M or not, you are sounding stronger.
Gotta go. Got D3 home late from our Disney on Ice night. Had a blast and counted myself lucky tonight. Got to be with my D and her cousins & SIL-1. Realized I still have my family. I am very lucky.
