Awest, I think it makes sense why you would cry after reading the settlement. Just think "clean slate" and "fresh start" for your life. If you and your H reconcile down the road, the same thing applies but now you get to fully start YOUR NEW journey (not that you or any of us wanted a new journey but I hope you can see what I mean)
About the baby fever--you have plenty of child bearing years left so don't sweat it! Who knows what the future holds?
me,34 exH,34 S,16 months S:3/31/09-left for OW started DBing 10/09 d final: sometime 10/10 current: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2022856&page=1 met in 2004
