Ok so lots of folks have abandon ship so to speak, but having been asked to tell more of how I got through my piecing Im going back to blogging it again!
Short version as catchup...
H and I lived to tell the tale when Sis finally came to visit, she certainly wanted to show her claim on my H still, but H and I had agreed no night time chats without both of us being up!
Only sticky bit was being left on my own with Sis when I found out a whole load of stuff which H had glossed over, but we did talk about it and move forward from it.. Sis will never hold that title officially I have best friends who now fill that role!
Since then I have had a awful two weeks at work, my boss has resigned which unfortunately gave the office bully chance to rear his ugly head and start to pick on me, I think I have sorted it out and some of my work colleagues have been very supportive, but most of all H has been fantastic, he has supported me with cuddles, positive words and mostly actions.. taking me out to dinner to cheer me up, smiley emails to work..
My dear if not better H is now emerging and our R is so much better.. it will take a long time to put all the things we need to do into action, finances are a mess after keeping two homes and the fact H contracts leads it to be inconsistent, but I am proud to say H has sorted the majority of it all out and one day it will be straight..
Anyway enough for today, hope my constant prattling encourages folks that things can be turned around and kept heading forward..
____________________________
W 47 H 47 M 24 T 30
Once lost but now found and happily married again!
