oh people

i have some SERIOUS anger today, i felt it building for a couple of days and it's culmination is today

PLEASE stop me from taking this out on husband, it WILL NOT get me closer to my goals, but my goals are so unimportant right now

i am SO READY to kick him to the curb - i am so over this, and i am so not deserving to live in this limbo land

i know i wasn't the perfect wife, and i contributed to the breakdown of our marriage, but hell, i am still here and still living like this????

WHY???

i am so angry, i cannot even put it into words...i will have to come back later

kitti