Moving Forward

[gutwrenching]

Sandi my dear friend. Thanks for the time again. Yes, you have given something to think about and you struck a guilt nerve with whether you realize it or not.

It was just before Xmas last year that I found DB and found out about the A. I told myself I was going to wait till after Xmas and you and others said hold off for a few days. And then I let emotions get the best of me and I didn't...and I felt guily for a long time about not being strong enough.

That being said, I need to think about this. I need to make the right decision whatever I think that it. I've got one formerly known as Puppy advising me slightly differently for good reasons also. And so far, I have not acted on anything.

The bottom line might be can I take my focus off of her and this siutation. I'm not sure at this point.

Thanks again