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[psluke]

Good Morning Kitti,

I am glad the sickness at your home is getting better!

Sending you wishes for a positive wonderful day!

[KutieKat]

thanks underdog, rachel and pam for the continued pick me ups - just wanted to post a few positives - still busy being a mom - three kids really take it out of you and your house goes to pot when you are concentrating on them - ugh, i got lots of things to do

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POSITIVES

1) hubby wanted me to watch a documentary with him last night and he wouldn't take NO for an answer...ha! so we watched it together

2) i was holding my daughter and singing softly to her because she was in one of her icky not feeling good moods last night and i caught my husband looking at us and smiling

3) he just called and told me to get the shopping list ready so that he can go grocery shopping again and he said make sure you put stuff enough for the next 7 days, so i guess he is around for the next week

4) i have been so stressed with all the kids being sick lately that he keeps asking me if i am ok - constantly asking me is there anything wrong? oh my, does he really care for me i wonder???

5) really quite overwhelmed by the whole board and their words of comfort for me - been doing lots of thinking this last 10 days or so and well, nuff said that i really appreciate being here

6) kids are getting better

until later...kitti

[psluke]

YES!!!! He really cares!

You surely wouldn't be ASSuming that he doesn't would you????

[Phoenix_In_Bloom]

Hey Kitti!

Glad to hear you are feeling better!

Again, I'd like to tell you thank you.

I think it's wonderful that you posted such personal stuff. I think it was very brave of you. And it helped me!

Thank you very much!!

Hugs.

[KAW]

kitti, hope you & your family get well to enjoy the upcoming holidays in all their cheerful glory.

'til later,
KAW

[imalright]

Kitti,

Great positives here!

i was holding my daughter and singing softly to her because she was in one of her icky not feeling good moods last night and i caught my husband looking at us and smiling

Looks like your H loves you and cares a GREAT deal for your! Ain't LOVE GRAND?!

I think you need to start counting your blessings! You have so many! And your H is coming around!

You are a wonderful mother, kitti! It shows in the way you write!

{{{{{KITTI}}}}}

LY
Deb

[MAL]

Happy Holidays kitti!

[KutieKat]

pam - ha, oh well, maybe i do eh???

pib - i am so glad it helped you - it has helped me too!!!

kaw - thank you for your continued support

deb - thanks for the vote of confidence my dear - sometimes i wonder (don't we all) if i am being the best mother i can be

mal - thanks for the visit my friend

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not ready for positives today people

kitti

[KutieKat]

oh people

i have some SERIOUS anger today, i felt it building for a couple of days and it's culmination is today

PLEASE stop me from taking this out on husband, it WILL NOT get me closer to my goals, but my goals are so unimportant right now

i am SO READY to kick him to the curb - i am so over this, and i am so not deserving to live in this limbo land

i know i wasn't the perfect wife, and i contributed to the breakdown of our marriage, but hell, i am still here and still living like this????

WHY???

i am so angry, i cannot even put it into words...i will have to come back later

kitti

[Phoenix_In_Bloom]

Wishing you Happy Holidays!

Hugs!