Moving Forward

[gutwrenching]

Thanks FMV. This is so hard even the second time around, but it is not as hard. We are moving sideways right now. I have to assume she is still in contact with OM. She doesn't seem capable of making a desicion. I need to put my plans on hold until I can consult a lawyer, which stinks, cause I am ready to move this situation one way or the other.

The holidays is a killer for me.

Last year was the most miserable holiday season of my life. I was so looking forward to erasing those painful memories...and now Thanksgiving will be tense again and Xmas...who knows...too far in the future