So, I will be seeing my WAH this afternoon. He is coming to visit baby and letting babysitter go home early, so he will be there when I get home. Today is one of those days where I feel overwhelmed with the need to talk to him about our R, to question him about what he's been doing, and everything else that's the "wrong" thing to talk about. Help me focus on staying strong and letting him know that I am okay! I hate days like today!
M-32, WAH 32 D-7 months Bomb of PA 9/25 WAH left 10/24 D Filed by WAH
Thanks! I can do this! I've gone two weeks now, so I can go another day without discussing our relationship. I know awful I will feel afterward if I do bring it up, and it just isn't worth it b/c nothing he says right now about the R gives me much hope. So, I've got to bite my tongue and put on my happy face. Put my big girl panties on and deal with it so to speak! :-)
M-32, WAH 32 D-7 months Bomb of PA 9/25 WAH left 10/24 D Filed by WAH
Well, I saw WAH last night. I did good! I prayed all the way home that I wouldn't break down, and I didn't! I looked good, I smiled and laughed, asked him how his new business was coming along. I did good! I still don't know if any of this makes a difference, but at least I'm not Miss Pitiful like I was there for a while!
M-32, WAH 32 D-7 months Bomb of PA 9/25 WAH left 10/24 D Filed by WAH
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
