Still lost but still searching

[john28]

So, i got another kick in the nuts today. I lost my job. The company felt my personal issues were interfering with my job. I thought she was supposed to hit rock bottom not me!

Tonight, while watching my sons playoffs she asked me what was wrong, so i told her. She tried to give me a hug and i put my hand up and told her no. It dawned on me today. Her affair and her leaving home was what started all of this. My entire future is forever changed. was easy to tell her no after that thought.

Hi,

Your not the only one. I run my own business and almost lost all my customers at the beginning of my sitch. If I'd have been employed I would have got fired. I managed to pull myself back up by my bootlacs. You will too.

I feel you guys. I work for a small(er) company of about 50 people as a Director. When my sitch went south, I was an absolute mess.

My only saving grace was that I put in lots of extra hours and dedication to the company in the past before all of this. My boss was understanding, and there were times where I thought I'd be fired.

For about a good three months I was absolutely useless at work. I got nothing done and only the bare minimum. I am so very thankful to my company for sticking with me and being understanding through all of this. I'll reward them with loyalty.