hijack away! Yes, I've been trying to DB my H's a$$ for some time now... Decades!!! The EA ended a long, deep depression that has lasted 3 years due to our SSM.
Unfortunately, my EA was a great friend before I turned it into more a month ago or so... It brought about many positive changes for me.
However, I'm pretty clear about the addiction aspect of the EA, and ran to a IC who specializes in this... Literally in a panic. We are working on separating the reality from the fantasy (he turned out to be MUCH younger) than me.
Unfortunately, H keeps rejecting me... Opportunity we had to go on an Adult date a week ago (no kids!!!) and seems clueless...
So, I'm keeping my head... But as OM accepts no contact, it makes mecwant to reach out even more -- feeling twice rejected, by H and by EA.
Who knows... Some days are just harder than others.
