Tank, just be careful man... being vulnerable and no offense emotionally you are a bit raw, you get hit on by some hottie and your want of affection...
Can lead to poor choices.
You want to be married, be married. Ok?
Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis
Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans
Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK
JTB I was good this weekend. The whole point was to get out, have a good time and of course flirt, dance and have fun with the ladies. I did respect that I was married, but I still had fun.
The weekend helped recharge me. I felt good going home on Sunday and even better when my kids came home and said they spent the entire weekend at moms friends and nothing to do with OM. Mom asked them to go there on Sunday to watch the football game and all 4 kids told her they didnt want to. Good for my kids. Of course they were happy that i pvr'd the game and watched it with them last night.
I still am unable to answer the question about the 30 day trial thing with my wife. Im just not certain if i want to take on more expenses and responsibilities then I already have. So im not ready to make a decision and i sent her a text telling her exactly that.
So, i got another kick in the nuts today. I lost my job. The company felt my personal issues were interfering with my job. I thought she was supposed to hit rock bottom not me!
Tonight, while watching my sons playoffs she asked me what was wrong, so i told her. She tried to give me a hug and i put my hand up and told her no. It dawned on me today. Her affair and her leaving home was what started all of this. My entire future is forever changed. was easy to tell her no after that thought.
