Kitti -- work won't afford me time to comment on your post right now...but I had to say that your bravery and honesty is an inspiration to me. I am in awe. I think you have taken a step in creating the life you want and deserve!
sage
Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.