I think its over help pls

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Yes I think its worth I and I had an encouraging talk from a stranger today but the whole thing is wearing me down I have never had cried so often in my life. I always kept that in check. I was fully committed to her I think it was last night I calmly expressed some of my feelings to her before she went shopping. Things I should have reminded her of all these years. Sometimes I wonder if her bad feelings of the situation will prevent her from working on us. I will continue to work on me and the things that contributed to her complaints. It's hard she complained about our house being a mess, its not always. Only takes 4 kids 3 minutes to do that when they get off the bus.
I want to work this I do not know if she does my 180 based on her statement that the kids wont miss her is letting them goto her no mattee what she is doing if that is what they want, and sending the mommy questions to her more she feels I took over both parenting roles.