again, i want to thank everyone for thier kind support and friendship here, and i am sorry it took me so long to get back to all of you
i have had to deal with another round of sick children. son number one has pnumonia, son number two the flu, and daughter has ear infection.
during the whole playing mommy/doctor thing i have written my story. all the sordid details. while writing, for some reason i didn't feel comfortable writing in the first person, so i wrote the whole story in the third person
i am sharing this with all of you because i really need help. there are so many issues i am dealing with - my story will hopefully help me with this.
if there are any questions, please feel free to ask, if there are any clarifications you need please ask, i really want help here.
i want to keep my marriage, and i want to keep my man. i want us to be happy together, but until i am clear with my issues, i cannot be clear with him. i feel that i have done about just as much damage because of my "crazymaking" to this marriage as he has with his affair
