Thanks Mach1. I know. Just have to put it in my mind and keep it there. Hey, I get to sit at the table with my family every night,I get to give my kids baths and read to them, and I get to tell my wife goodnight every night and sometimes she even smiles. And it could be worse. She did not try to find someone else. MrBond, That is exactly what I have been doing. Actually probably to much of it. My problem is I learn all this great stuff about our R and myself and I want to use it. I find something so inspirational I want to run to her with it.
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