Thanks Mach1. I keep trying to slip out of DBing. Every time I get an answer or reply on this forum it is keeping me from bailing on this. I need to have faith in it and quit thinking it might be the wrong approach. This is it, my last shot. I just do not want it to be the wrong one. I do know that it is the right choice for me. But I am still having the battle in my mind of puting my marriage number 1, or me number 1. What I meant to say was, I am having a hard time separating me from my marriage and everything that goes with it. That is what I want, and I can not figure out anything else I want other than that at this moment. It is hard to GAL when I always had one away from my family. To many huge hobbies. But I have not been happy. I wanted to be closer to my wife and family but did not know how. Now that I do, that is the GAL that I wish to have.
H-40 W-38 Together-20 Married-12 boy-7 girl-3 bomb-9/17/10 No papers live together No affair