Hijack away New life. Funny how the tablse have turned, you are the one trying to feed me strength now. I am also getting a ton of great advice from someone that I can't mention for risk of getting banned...but 3 whistles to another who is helping me.

New Life, you are paying me back now and I SO appreciate it. I am trying to be strong. I am pushing fear aside. My W deep down does know he will cheat on her...she once said to me during peicing that one woman will never be enough for him...he is too needy.


I read all on the addictive, the difference is W won't admit to herself its an addiction...she loves him and of course she loves me.

I need to make her feel the loss...I haven't done that yet...have too. Am formulating plans of action now.
Great - thanks -

M39 W41
Two children
WAW bomb dropped 11/7/09
Piecing Aug 10 - Nov 10
No longer piecing...Nov 10
Separation Jan 11
EA ends again Feb 11
Piecing attempt #2, Mar 11