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[imalright]

Kitti,
Well that is like a whole room worth of positives

Deb

[KutieKat]

thanks deb! they were and i just didn't notice it eh???

kitti

[KutieKat]

been wrestling with a few thoughts over the last few days, some very personal thoughts, and i want to share with my piecing buddies

i am scared to tho. my fear? i have developed quite a few nice and valuable friendships on here over the months and i don't want that to go away. some of these things i wanna share people might feel a bit differently about me, and right now i don't think i could handle that

but they are things that i want to get out in the open so that i can get some help.

my question - how honest can i be on here?

i really value everyone's thoughts and opinions and advice, and i have done lots of changes over the months, but there still is a lot to go, and these issues i am dealing with i feel are monumental in my progress

since i cannot possibly afford to go to a counselor to rectify some of these things, i really need someone to talk to about it, but silly me, i don't want people to lose respect for me, is that understandable?

so again, how honest can i be, and you still respect me in the morning

kitti

[kml]

some of these things i wanna share people might feel a bit differently about me,

Oh, you mean the fact that you are a transsexual ex-heroin addict porn star? We already knew that
Sorry - just making a little joke - but my point being, that I doubt there's really anything you have to share that we would find nearly as shocking as you think it is.

And you just might find the help you need. This is a pretty good group of people

Ellie

[imalright]

Kitti,

Maybe you should have a little chat with T2 and I.

I know how you feel, I had a secret too. And thought I couldn't post it here. T2 knows I told her. Although you don't know it, I'd be willing to tell you. But I still won't post it here. Some things should not be known by everyone!
So if you want to have that talk, I'm sure T2 and I could arrange a chat.
Believe me ask T2 NOTHING can shock me at this point!

Deb

{{{kitti}}} you can trust T2 and me!
Love ya! No matter what!

[Trying24now]

KK,

What you say here...stays here.

We are NOT here to JUDGE YOU...we are ALL here ONLY to help each other.

Speak your mind. IF you are afraid, then tell Deb and I first in one of our chats.
T2

[sage]

HI kitti --

What ellie said

(about you being the porn star, of course!)

Anyway -- I can relate to your concerns but hope that you eventually realize that anyone who can't handle your disclosures should learn to detach

Sounds like a burden will be lifted for you...perhaps you can be a model for many of us to open up!

Sage

[Jeannine]

Alright Ms. transsexual ex-heroin addict porn star -

We're hear to help, NOT judge.

If you feel more comfortable chatting it out with others before posting, then that might be the way to go.

However, I really doubt that anyone here is going to retract their support or respect for you because of post content.

BUT if somebody IS silly enough to get all bunched up over it, well as Sage put it, "they need to learn to detach".

So there, you have my two cents.

[holdingon]

Of course you can talk. We love you.

[holdingon]

Of course you can talk. We love you.