Hey, I hear you about the embarrassment. I went through the same kind of thing. All those internal "tapes"... I'm stronger than this, I don't need any help, etc etc etc. I was even mad at my own body for deceiving me, ... all figuring in my fogged logic that if I wasn't depressed, I'd get him back faster, etc. All nuts of course, but when those internal dialogs get rolling, it's hard to turn those suckers off!
I was in T 2 times a week through a big portion of it... and I tell you was the best money I spent. I still use some of the techniques when I get overwhelmed. You've heard me harp on them... 1 minute tasks, 5 minute tasks etc. Hang in there kiddo... there is a light at the other end of this. *big hugs* Abs
T:22, M:20 H:55 Me:45 H-OW PA: N/07 OW Jan08 Bomb:Feb/08 S: Apr/08 Back together Ap1/09-Sept/11 Oct, 2011, uncertain future/H is a mess. Dec/11 - Doin'friend mode. Some days are better than others.