feelings as OW seems to be on way out

[forward]

X continues to have major medical issues.

As he is alone in this city, I told him I would help him if he needed it.

I was very upset by the news that he might have to be readmitted to the hospital. I realized I still do care, but more in the way that you'd care about a friend or in a human way for someone who is really suffering.

And I care because of my daughter, who cried when she didn't get to see him today.