Ugh, boy do I hate court proceedings. Last one done today.
After several weeks of my wife indicating that with some heavy counseling and prayer she was reconsidering divorce she went ahead and went with it today.
Part of me griefs. Part of me celebrates the end of being yo-yoed all over creation.
For me, I need to create a safe space she cannot enter in for quite awhile, including ZERO contact until I have been able to work through things. The 3 hour phone calls of nicety nice and talk of what we'll need to do to make it work. It will certainly be tough to get where I'll be willing to trust again, but after 3 WAS episodes from her in 33 years and 13 months of this nonsense it was time for it to change one way or the other.
Yow. I've had more fun sticking myself in the eye. Time to move on and make life fun again. Can only go up from here.
