Starting on a different path

[Mystik]

bluestar ~ I will be sure to check that out in further detail. Right now they are only anticipating me being in treatment for 4 weeks, if it goes longer then I'll have to stress.

Abbey ~ I can be your M, too. haha I'm usually a hang it all out there person, too, but this is so much more personal and it feels embarassing at times. That I am so screwed up I couldn't even handle my husband leaving me. Women are left by their spouse every day but they don't need psychiatric intervention.

Newmama ~ Right now I have enough time built up to cover about three weeks. Have to submit my FMLA papers so I will have that protection, too.

Piano ~ Sometimes it feels heavy duty being so depressed. Since I have to struggle so much being depressed, might as well make the struggle worth my time, you know.