W went to our house today, of course while I am at work, to do her laundry. We chatted a lot via txt, as usual, I am being very nice and supportive for her, nothing about R, just trying to be a friend. Again, am I a doormat? Still trying to get that movie date out of W.. Man she is good at just shutting out our past, or at least gives the impression.
I met with a Pastor yesterday, and discussed my situation to him, and he gave me some advise as far as asking her for forgiveness, for my actions towards her, and to not worry about her taking responsibility, just take responsibility for myself. in our relationship. He gave me some passages to read.. James 1:5 and Corinthians 13:4.. And we prayed. I guess my goal is is to talk with her soon and let her know that I did wrong and ask for her forgiveness. The pastor explained how saying sorry and saying we're wrong has a different meanings.
