Me: 46 H:44 Together: 25 years Married: 20 years Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07 OW: EA began 2005 PA began end of 2006 3 children,20, 16, 6 ex asked for forgiveness 01/16/11
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
Still enjoying new guy with lots of strange feelings and emotions that I thought were dead. Scary.... not used to "Feeling" again... and want to go slow. AND AM going slow!
thought of hiding in my cave again and not living... still pondering.
Funny though... the growth of ME through all of this.
Had a very very strange thing happen this weekend.
At the mall with d14 and we were at the cosmetic counter having fun with eye makeup. The clerk was helping and doing us up all pretty and such... I sat down for my turn and she says "i am not real spiritual but I get a really good vibe from you.... are you always this happy?" d14 and i look at each other and giggle...
A looooooooooong road... but yeah i can say I am happy again.
M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06 Moved out 3/12/07 D final 7/30/2008 finding myself again
Im sooo happy that you are HAPPY again! Stay on that road
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
Me: 46 H:44 Together: 25 years Married: 20 years Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07 OW: EA began 2005 PA began end of 2006 3 children,20, 16, 6 ex asked for forgiveness 01/16/11
Wow--awesome-- it is just a matter of time for all of us who decide to move on It is fun having a BF..enjoy it..you are new now and probably more prepared as it has been a while and the road was long with lots of learning peace
married 14 years H 42 bomb 2/07 IDLYA D final 3 /09 M ow D ow
peace-- it is scary VERY scary and we aren't "there" yet. Trying hard to take it sllllllow. He is amazing. BUT he is still pretty fresh out of his own deal... that in itself scares me terrible!
Anyway- he is in another state -- went there for work and the holiday-- AND he is going to drive 12 hours to take me out on Friday!!
ok... so there you have it..
one thing I Have one last thought. FINDING PEACE and HAPPINESS WITHIN is the important part of everything. FIND your SELF!! that is still what I am trying to do.. FIND me! LOVE ME!
M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06 Moved out 3/12/07 D final 7/30/2008 finding myself again
Cant wait to hear!